Brian
Whenever i would see you
My heart would skip a beat
My legs would be like Jell-O
I couldn't move my feet
I would try to talk to you
But words wouldn't come out
All i would see was your beautiful face
And your very sexy mouth
I would faint when you said my name
I would really melt inside
I would try to think of something
But you were always on my mind
You would walk into the bus
Abd i would try not to stare
But how can i keep from looking
At your tiny little hairs
You would wear your bandana
And i would nearly die
Even if you aren't wearing it
You're a fine looking guy
I would dream for hours on end
About you and I being one
I didn't ever think that
I would never ever be done
I told people i only wanted a Valentine
I knew i wanted more
I wanted to get togheter with you
And hopefully get what i dreamed for
We went to the dance
And i was looking for you
I was gonna tell you how i felt
It was what i had to do
I told you all my feelings
I was waiting for an answer
Waiting for it seemed like
I was going through slow torture
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
I couldn't walk, I couldn't talk
Nothing was what i could do
I was too busy thinking about you
The days passed by
Monday finally came along
I couldn't believe it was there
I had waited for so long
I learned from many people
That you liked another girl
All i felt inside was
My stomach doing a curl
My heart was hurting
My body was numb
I couldn't believe
I had been so dumb
I asked you myself
If what they said was true
You nodded and said yes
I was so hurt, I didn't know what to do
I told you it was chill
That i was not sad
But you lied to me at the dance
That only got me mad
My friends asked if i was okay
I told them i was fine
I was truly falling apart
You would never be mine
I would hold back the tears
Put a smile on my face
I would try to walk by you
With much style and grace
I gave you my heart
You just threw it away
I gave you my soul
And all you did was play...
This poem is copyright © to Shadi 1998